I don't know if this is really an insecurity, but it's definitely something I think about and something that is at the top of "my worst fears" list.
Not being able to have a baby, or having a very difficult pregnancy is one of my worst fears, if not the worst. I guess you could say I am insecure about it. My mom had a difficult pregnancy and birth with me. I also don't know if it's because I'm getting older, and more of my friends are having children, and some of them have difficulties. Nevertheless, I have been told not to worry, it's not in my hands, and I believe that, and I try, but when questions like this come up....it brings it to my mind again. One thing I do know is that this insecurity and fear will not keep me from having a baby one day, God willing. Being parents is at the top of our to-do list for sure!
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